FAITH (The Hardway?)
Dear MJHD guys,
We are here for one and the same thing – Michael. But many people interpret it differently (unfortunately…).
We are the ones who at some point started believing (whatever the hell it might mean to each of us). We, unlike other fans, started believing. In this sense we are more fortunate because this sudden faith has thrown our pain of loss in the garbage can with such an ease. I don’t know about you, guys, but for me it certainly did the job.
I can’t even imagine what I’d feel if I started mourning… I can’t imagine what I’d feel if someone right now showed me a dead proof that Michael is no longer with us. But now we have more facts proving the opposite. And all those proofS are deadly coincidencial. And the word ‘dead’ is a no-no word in this whole situation.
Most of us still keep on ‘digging’ deeper and deeper in crazy directions.
What exactly are we doing? And why? Haven’t we already found more than enough pros than cons? Is it ‘life’ that you still want to be proven? Or what? Or you can’t give up investigating because it has become your drug that keeps you high, that high where you know he is alive?
Are are actually afraid to lose faith? This fear drives you farther every day, a new ‘clue’ everyday adds more bricks to your house of faith…
Fair enough. But I want to tell you something that you probably didn’t know. You DO NOT need more proof. You seek something you already have. You are already on the path of faith and believing. There’s actually no way back… How do I know? Because otherwise you’d be hurting by now… Hurting because you’d want to believe but your heart wouldn’t let you. But does your heart actually tell you? I think it, in facts, SHOUTS for you to BELIEVE(.)
KEEP THE FAITH, will you?